When I came to the congregation that I meet now, I came looking for a church in which they pray, sing and worship God. He had been in a Baptist congregation, but had virtually no prayer, prayer very superficial, and of course, very superficial God's blessing. That yes, a tremendous offerings.
Well I came to this church and I was pleased that the blessing of God was very strong even in cultured normal, something that the other churches was only in camps and conferences, here he was at any meeting.
Then the problems: gossip, fights, discussions, and finally rupture.
Lowered the level, or so I felt.
It took a while, and the joy I felt was undermined by an incident with a very special person, jealousy were fatal, disappointment and sadness fills my being and everything I felt before this issue disappeared. Thereafter it was all for encimita, and the blessings came very sparingly.
I felt very badly after a while this led to the breakup, then reconciliation, but a wound was still there. Then I got married, and for a while was beautiful, then, the typical problems of marriage, arguments for money, for differences in customs, insults to the family, and all that, which is typical in a newly formed marriage arose, taking its toll in my relationship with God.
Continued attack after attack, attacks on my business that took him to a point where it was necessary to close, in addition to lots of economic problems, and lack of understanding of the family, and live about two months "leaning" ( although I must say, my in-laws treated me well, but still not my home), all that I fell into a deep sadness, a deep ache in my heart.
But today was different, in the week, I asked God to tell me, tell me things. The first thing I said you are my son, so I rebuke you, for I love you. That was "nice", but the sadness remained, and did not take off, so I say that today was different. Today God spoke to me very deeply, and for the direction of the praise kept talking until a song, in a phrase I was found "and there's brightness and excitement in my eyes" ... it touched my heart, so I felt. Then the phrase "I can sit at your feet, your hands and drink the fullness that my soul needs" was refreshing, my voice cracked and I thanked God and the rest of the cult did I spend praying and crying.
At one point, the sadness was gone but the blessing of God was so strong, so powerful, could not resist, prostrate to the floor my body shook and vibrated by the presence of God, my lips could not utter a word and all that said what he said in mind, it came out that only tears from my eyes, but there was nothing in my nose, where the laughter came from my mouth with praise, something amazing and wonderful, I cried restoration God and I did a couple of covenants with Him, I now feel a new strength and I think God is with me and as faithful to his promises and keeps his word, so will give him thank you very much.
This is a testimony I can give to all those readers of my blog, if you feel in a similar situation, I invite you to write me to this God you talk so big, so full of love that does not fit their love you, so powerful that your body can not resist and has to give and tiemba and vibrates through the power of God.
Wait no more, God is waiting and wants to talk to you.